Saturday, July 12, 2008
Contractual Day blogg-ed at 12:55 AM
(Gonna be long and winding, decides if you want to read on)
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Woke up early in the morning to call for
reject-for-the-offer for the cabin crew position before the signing of contract takes place.
Boo~
Isn't very nice to
just-not-turn-up.
Went back to sleep tightly after that and woke up as late as I can =p
And yeah, I have made my choice.
My new ambition :)
Titled as
Artiste, but to me I shall not recognize myself as that.
I merely want to be a performer.
I want to dance! I want to preform! (If the chances come to me)
I hope to do well for it, if my time allows me to commit.
And to put in effort to it.
And I have a manager to do all these for me.
Planning me to events, exposures, etc.
Sound like a star eh?
HAHA.
But not that far, not pinning such far dreams.
Yes, but to just
dance (:
Signed a non-contractual representation with them just today after the 1st interview.
Fast decision.
Signed contract with the bank to work for them too, today.
TWO commitments signed today.
Mum says why I ONE heart so many uses?
Ya, I've got too many things I want to do.
I really have got strained time.
So many things to squeeze into a
24hours - 8hours sleep = 16hours of dreams-fulfilling.
But just don't know why I have got such unsupportive and
always-discouraging-me mother.
Whatever I do, before I can even explain what it is all about,
she will shook her head and say
where got good.
Bank job still not good
meh?
I think its very good for myself already
lah. WTF.
As for artiste, people may perceive it as Stars-wannabe dream.
But Im not, and I know what I want is to dance!!
Ya, to you, Im just a good-for-nothing.
But nothing beats me down.
Im over flooded with self-confidence!
I may not shine, but whatever I do (things I like) I put in my heart and soul.
Promise!
And I took up bank not cabin crew because you disapprove it too.
Now I sign with bank you still shook your head.
Wtf you want me to do??
There is always a point for one to start,
you change your job, did I ever discourage you?
You don't like your job, I even encouraged you to move on to somewhere else.
Being supportive.
Why can't you do the same to me.
I don't blame you though, Im a positive person.
Enough of rants. Move on...!
I've got two compliments no is three today :)
Compliments keep one going happily for the whole day.
I don't know its just being polite or bootlicking or what or they really mean it,
the financial consultant who approach me today (not again, survey!?!?)
ask how old am I.
Unhappily I say 21,
he responsed, sure not, I though you 17 or 18.
Then I was like, WTF, you are lying lah!
Then
Hong Leong Finance (HLF) called,
(just nice I take my leave and stop chatting with the financial consultant).
Ohya, HLF called me to attend interview,
but too bad, already too many commitments,
and I had secured a job, have to reject the interview opportunity.
Evening time, met Evelyn for dinner.
I need to take passport photo for the banking administrative stuff.
After 15 minutes I go back to collect my pictures.
The auntie was guessing with her colleagues about my age.
They ask if Im 18.
Internally in my heart I feel happy LOL.
But I have to reluctantly reply,
Im 21 =__=Think they were like betting or what.
Third compliment,
my agent for the bank job says
Im bubbly.
HAHA.
Its something nice I thought.
Entry long enough, shall not complain
about how sucky the
Ajisen at
Compass Point was.
In short, it sucks!
Please don't ever visit it!!
Picture taken with Evelyn.
Well, she asked me about my future.
She very
money-oriented.HAHA.
But very different from me.
At these point, interests come first.
Hey, everyone/anyone, don't look down on me ok?
Im fine and happy with starting to pursue my dreams.
Like I say, everyone must have somewhere to start with.
No one start out to be great.
I will try hard, that is all I can say.
A set of doing may not suit everyone.
I beg to differ.
Signing off with me smiling at you.
