BABYKRISTIN
22
Singapore
Passion for DANCE
Super fan of Chanel & MiuMiu
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Oct09

strawberries so expensive
Ichigo~
My blog is coming back.
Im back here!
Time
MOMOYA
Sky Dining @ Singapore Flyer
Training is over!
Bubbi
Ikea tour

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Do not read between lines.
And come up with own misintepretations.
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I have the rights to write anything about my friends, family and myself.
Read if you like, but if you don't
just close the browser. Peace.

I've been on edgy mood since early this week.
Nothing seems to make me happy.
Eyes are so tired and sored.
Why he just cannot understand my feeling?
Well, its gonna be a new month, AGAIN! (Scary)
I needa put the irrelevant behind and start it right.

Starting from ZERO.
A fearful start.
Commission structure is always on speculation to be ever changing and getting tougher to hit.
April fool tomorrow.
I just get happy that I can get to see all my teammates (rare chance)
whenever each time we needa report to the main office.
Its so seldom we can get to work together with each other.
There is no need to deploy so many of us to each branch now.
Times are bad.

I've to get myself up.

Though I get an interesting paycheck this month,
but Im on a tight purse mode.
Im not a shopaholic.
I just spend too much on things that cannot be seen.
Savings is important. (I know, so?)
Ive gotta be firm to saveeee...
Upcoming taiwan trip is really getting me excited.

Recently Jav got me a CheChe bag! (For those who know the brand)
I'll be bringing it for work everyday!
Yeah!

Enrolled as a SIM student,
but Im still pondering, what should my next step be.
I prefer working than studying; seriously. Problems problems.
Been shedding tears for the past consecutive days.
Each day is of different problems.
And, its the first time crying in this year 2009.
Im feeling very stressed.
On everything.
Each day seems to like a daze.

Was working at BoonLay today and there is this hiphop/bboy competition at Jurong Point.
Its really been a llllooooonnnngggg time since I dance.
Im really upset that I've stop doing it.
I've no choice.
I chosen work over dance.
Upcoming;
I'll be choosing studies over work.
If Im back to studies, I will have time to dance.
But I really like my job despite it sucks.
Im still looking forward to many things I can do in my job.
Though Im always labelled as "not-disciplined" by my boss.
Yes I am.
But, sometimes Im really too tired to work harder.
Juggling between so many problems and seeking to be the best I could.
Sad to say, nothing has been accomplished fine.

I hope to study, I hope to dance, I hope to stay in my job.
I hope to have TIME TIME TIME.
For a lot of other things.
I hope to have time to be at my own house too though bickers always happen at home :(
I want to have more time with Jav as both of our work is straining us to the max.

6 full day work a week,
1 off day.
At least once a week; have to go back to main office for training/meeting/clearing pending early in the morning like 8am.
Blah blah.
And I finish work 8pm/8pm+ each day.
Im upset I that being an officer whose core product is savings account,
I do not have access to open account for my customers.
This really sucks.
There goes my many funded account which I have to chase them away,
which means there goes my money and NUMBERS.
People who are not specialised mainly on my product are yet being more privileged than me.
What am I doing in my job then?
I can only fight.
I've plans which I can do better,
but its just stopping me.
I cannot help myself,
with the constraints I have.

Sometimes a hug will be just fine. Im born with dry hands and legs!
Why do my skin on my hands and feet keep peeling~
Like Ahma!
Boo :(

Month end, April is gonna start real soon.
My birthday month is coming.
April fool is coming.
It is always hard to make decision.
Especially facing constraint.
Why can't we have whatever we want and live happily on it?
Like my boss always say,
"LIFE IS NEVER FAIR".
But, why do I need to be the one who is always to be in the unfair situation?
Tsk, life is tough. No one cares.

I made these sandwiches for us for breakfast today!

Supposed supposed to have loads of tasks on hand for us to do today.
Like,
going for a swim,
visiting starhub to get cable tv and max online up,
going to salon for a haircut (he),
seeing a doctor for his skin.

I slept the whole day though!
So sleepy..
Why why?

Ate breakfast at 12pm, lunch at 5pm.
Woohoo~
What is TIME when it is off day.
Handphone keep ringing.
I told myself not to pick up!
But customers keep calling~~~
No choice but to pick up.
Potential sales for tomorrow.
For sales, on off day, its work day too.

Im going on offline mode. Yesterday was on MC.
Woohoo! =p
Cause my left eye was damn pain!
Has got an infection!
Was directed to A&E,
goddamn it.
Im not going for that.
Hospital always like to let people wait and wait....
And, moreover it cost a bomb!
Oh well, its recovering anyway.
Hee!

Still at 9! My gosh!
My RC, not moving, not moving!
Im going crazy soon!!

Been thinking of a curler since last Xmas.
Anyone going to get it for me for my upcoming birthday?
AhSing??
Hehehe~ Keep waiting and waiting..
Like an hour plus for him to knock off...
With all the last minute meeting.
Im so tired yet I have to do the waiting :(
BOO!

So lucky at work today,
its Bugis branch,
Im expecting it to be quite "cui".
For the last time Im there,
I did zero sale.
Depending on the flow over sale to cover for that day.
But I opened a funded account today using SB ZhiJun's login.
Hope nothing goes wrong.
Yes! ^^

Backache backache!
For sitting down too long waiting for him.
Sobx...

Everybody, my birthday is coming!
16/04 xoxo.
Off day today,
and was supposed to go for a swim or slack at Cafe Del Mar.
But who knows, it rained the WHOLE DAY.
Sucks.


We went for a movie instead!
The show is "Coming Soon".
Scary for him; acceptable for me.
Im bolder than he is!
Before the show, we eat and shop!
I want to have new additions to my wardrobe,
but I went home empty handed :(
like; AGAIN.


Boo~ My boyfriend is a skinny bone =p

Tomorrow will be a new week for me to fight.
It sucks.
My approved RC stopped at 9 and it isn't moving ANYMORE!
Submitted CASA 17 only.
And it is more than mid of month.
Die!
GOD please help me.
Give me CASA CASA CASA and just ONE more RC.
Thank you. Adoring my Gucci shades!
So seldom to go out in the DAY.
DAY time Im either at work or sleep.
Its always NIGHT time that I get to "go out".




I have yet to go to Sentosa!
Jav & I went to the IT show instead.
Its so packed with people!

Took leave today.
Tomorrow OFF.
Hehe. Argh!

Approved RC stopped at 9!
I need ONE more.
This few days have been bad for me.
Boring.

Its off day tomorrow.
Working is boring for me now.
Always the only AO in the branch.
It used to be so fun where there are around 3-4 AOs working together.
We can crap together, la together, so fun!
Misses those days! Does anyone like "waiting"?
Of cause, waiting for your loved one is a bliss.
You feel that it is a form of happiness.
But what if waiting becomes TOO MUCH,
or it came to waiting-to-no-avail.
Your wait is not being recognized?
Its very heart breaking.

8th working day, approved RC: 8.

I don't get enough of it.
I don't want to complain too.
At times, Im just not happy about it. Approved RC: 7;
2 in pending.

Phew~
I want to hit target SOON!
1 more to go!
Yeah~~~~

10 working days to my next off.
Though the previous longest challenge is 13 days,
on the 9th day I took urgent leave.
But this time round, Im gonna hang on!
FRIDAY is my off!
Im going to Sentosa! Yeah!
The new bikini is still in the drawer since last November!

Im excited of my next payout.
Kristin gets lucky during the unlucky time. Approved RC: 3
On track.
4 pending.
Hope it get approved!

Its weekend,
but what's the mood?
Im unable to turn up for 4E3 gathering.
Im working on both weekends.
Sigh. Woke up super early just to attend a training at 8am.
F.
But lucky, today working at Full banking, ends work at 330pm!
Yeah~
I went home straight.
Then I sleep.
HAPPY!

Approved RC: 2
and counting...
1 cancelled apps with RC, 1 pending app with RC; from yesterday.
Its a non productive day today.

A management that changes as fast as like changing clothes.
Now we are going to have a payrise!
But where got such good deal?
Awaiting for the terms and conditions as attached to it.

Scary! Its friday tomorrow.
Time flies~
I aim to have 10 approved RC by mid month!

Someone to shoulder all my stress and burdens,
not letting me worry on even the slightest thing,
tucking me in bed, letting me sleep without a sigh.

Being too stressed about life.
On every single aspects.
Am I on the right track of life, being the best I am? I just cannot wait for my holiday to come.
Firstly, I want to separate myself from the fighting world.
So I'll have a period of time for PEACE!
Secondly, we'll be planning our own itinenary!
There are a list of places I wanna go!
Jay Chou's restaurant,
Jacky Wu's dessert shop,
Jolin's nail parlor,
Show's Aperi Shop,
24hours Eslite Book Shop,
and many more!

Im just too excited!

Month-to-date approved RC: ONE only.

Keep fighting!!! Jav see me work and get so depressed each day.
Beside my finally-have off day tomorrow,
taken MC today just to have a mind rest.
I shant talk about work today.
I woke up upon receiving his call at 12pm+.
Its so seldom (close to never) to have such privilege to wake up at this time.

Im so excited and happy!
Cause Im going for a holiday!
YES!
Im going to Taiwan again in June!!!
Yeah!
The holiday was booked and Im going away for 6 days!
Shh.. I went to the NATAS fair =p
I just cannot wait for my trip to come.
Hurray! Went to my 1st roadshow and I can say its not for me.
I fight, harder than I do in branch.
But still, numbers like shit.
Don't know how the others did it.
The crowd is head-spinning.
It gave me headache.
Branches that are always crowded like BoonLay already give me spins.
Morever at the roadshow its not fishing,
its netting.
Just fight for any potential and eat from there.
No filter!
You won't know who is Q or not Q.
Everything must be done and completed in a swift.
The crowd is moving toooo fast!

Im really tired of fighting and more fights.
Went back to branch, continue the fight.
But to nothing.
Im so upset.
I hate it when Im really fighting and there is holy shit for me.

Its March.
10 RC,
20 CC,
50 funded CASA.
All over again.

I need physical and mental rest.