BABYKRISTIN
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Singapore
Passion for DANCE
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Oct09

strawberries so expensive
Ichigo~
My blog is coming back.
Im back here!
Time
MOMOYA
Sky Dining @ Singapore Flyer
Training is over!
Bubbi
Ikea tour

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Do not read between lines.
And come up with own misintepretations.
This is a personal blog,
I have the rights to write anything about my friends, family and myself.
Read if you like, but if you don't
just close the browser. Peace.

I woke up in the morning,
thinking hard again.
What day is it today.
Oh, its wednesday.
Everyday is the same to me.
I cannot differentiate weekdays from weekends.

Im feeling super depressed everyday.
Stress from so many different things.
Just feel like crying each day I reach home.

Im gonna put myself to sleep early every night.
So bored, so bored.
So stressed, so stressed.
Work alone is more than enough to drive me mad.
Why do people still want to give me things to trouble.
And I just feel not enough concern at times.
Its a super demotivated day.
Dont-know-why.
Numbers given but no revenue.
My NTB has no status, supp card application got crop up.
CASA CASA, NO CASA.
TWO walk-ins got swam away as Im not being alert enough,
For the 2nd time, my customer got "zom-ed" by the same person.
Blame myself for not following up closely.

At times, I just feel that everything sucks.
I sucks.

Today I knocked off at 9pm.
Im gonna report to office at 9am tomorrow.
Im not paid for extra working hours.
FUCK.

The happiest thing now is to hit RC target.
I have hit it! Relieved. How can a HUMAN work without OFF day(s)
and working for such a long working hours everyday
standing up and talking to people, fighting.

HUMAN need rest.
Ample rest to work even harder.
Feed me with screws.
Im your robot.
Even construction workers are paid for over-time.
I don't get OT pay; public holiday allowance, shift allowance, blah blah.
But just more stress from the management.

Everyone is feeling very tired now.
Im starting to hate what Im doing now.
Its so hard to find a job that suits my criterion.
I thought I've found citi.
But its diminishing soon.

Im not a banker, but slave. Hehe.
This shades adds on to my Gucci Love collection!
I always complain how cui Gucci is,
but I just love them!
Latest range of Gucci shades!
My 1st splurge of the year =p
Let me share my joy with all of u!






Question:
Why am I going to do a Diploma again?

Answer:
I wanted to do UOL Banking and Finance Bachelor program.
Definitely with my poly cert, I can get in without going through the fundamental Diploma stage.
But, to my understanding,
normal Degree program starting from 1st year to 3rd year,
I will need to pay $24k.
A Diploma for 1 year then direct admit to 2nd year Degree program,
I will need to pay $28k. And I get to graduate with a Diploma and Degree
for just by paying an odd of $4k.
Modules taken by either routes are the same.
The only difference is one more cert, pay a little more.
WHY NOT yeah?
^^ I get so upset with work.
Firstly no AL.. FINE..
Now, no OFF DAY.
WTF WTF WTF!
You really think no off day give you number?
Maybe it only give you increasing MC!
*sigh*
Everyone is so tensed up.

Each time when I feel that time-doesnt-belongs-to-myself,
I will start to think of many things I want to do.
The last time I have this thought is before I join Citibank.
Seven months back.

I want to have breakfast at Starbucks, seated comfortably without worrying to rush back to branch.
I want to go for a morning swim.
I want to go to Sentosa for a tan.
I want to spend a day home, listening to my old piece of classical recital, brewing a pot of tea, immersing myself in the aroma of relaxation from the burning essence, reading a fashion magazine.
I want to whip up a meal.
I want to sleep like there is no tomorrow.
I want to be with my friends.
I want to think of what to do tomorrow.
I want to go clubbing.
I want to sing ktv.

Still stuck at FOUR RCs.
No NTB luck today and yesterday.
Time isn't like last time anymore.
I've to get motivated!
Been slacking and waiting for sales to drop for too long.
But, Im just too tired.
*sigh* I did "kong-cheng" today!
Not even one citi alert :(
4 more RC to hit monthly quota.
Stop jeopardising my annual leave!
If you don't want to give me, JUST SAY SO.
Don't keep using other things to say.
Im not the only one with bad number!
When I've got many troop of CASA PRC,
no praise!
When one day, just ONE DAY, I've bad number,
G G G G G G G!
A job that don't get recognized,
a job with idiotic working hours,
a job with crazy management,
a job that deprived a-whole-lot of my time,
a job that is ridiculous!

Im going to do my THIRD diploma.
That is my choice.
I like.
No one can stop me.
Tadah~ A little back dated!
I've gotten this iphone for Jav!
Its intensive entertainment can keep him accompanied throughout the long journey back home each time he sends me :)

Two days at Tampines IBC.
Not too bad.
Just couldn't get use to longer working hours and getting banished to the extreme of east.
All we need is to work hard and some luck.
5 more RC to hit target.
HELP!

Getting shag; day by day.
No time for more stuff.
Amount of money isnt fantastic too.
Started to ponder, what am I doing? Happy Belated Valentine's Day everyone!

Pretty dozen of roses~ :D


Im falling sick too often nowadays!
What's wrong with my immune system?
When Im just too packed with work, I complain.
When Im just too slacked at home, I complain.
Im really sick people! Not trying to skip work!
Home alone.
Boring~
Everything seems so boring~

Seeking to be the best.
Being for myself. Juicy Couture is finally in TOWN!
I was so excited and cannot wait for their renovation to be completed
thus I can shop my heart out.
Went there the day before.
It was a DISAPPOINTMENT!

They sell limited bags with limited choice of colours,
no latest designs.
Apparels are no suitable for SG wear.
Accessories are also limited!
The floorplan was huge, but products are just so-so.
Nothing caught my eyes at all.
So sad.
The worse thing is, they did not bring in cuties undies.

Im gonna make La Senza my next favourite brand.
Love their range of loungewear.
Material is super comfy and design is sexy with a little cutesy.
They are having sales now.
Check out their stores!

CNY gonna be over
and it will be Valentine's Day next! Been missing in updates!
Well... Its a sleep-a-lot CNY.
Cause this is the only time to catch some sleep!
Yesterday was my OFF DAY and I've got fever :(
Gotten MC for today and tomorrow,
good time to rest!
But what bothers me is that it might affect my sales
as this month has only 28 days.
I need to rest and get my energy back to fight!
And I do not know why do I keep falling sick recently!
Work makes me weak?


Taken on 1st day of CNY, barely can see my CheongSam in this picture.

Was invited by Aaron to his social night.
Though I do not know his friends, but overall its an entertaining night :)



I do not have a complete mind-rest to move on for the next stage
yet I hurriedly got myself into a new beginning and commit all over again.