BABYKRISTIN
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Singapore
Passion for DANCE
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Oct09

strawberries so expensive
Ichigo~
My blog is coming back.
Im back here!
Time
MOMOYA
Sky Dining @ Singapore Flyer
Training is over!
Bubbi
Ikea tour

Read at your own risk.
Do not read between lines.
And come up with own misintepretations.
This is a personal blog,
I have the rights to write anything about my friends, family and myself.
Read if you like, but if you don't
just close the browser. Peace.

This is the KTs!
The fellow AOs and boss!
Picture at chalet.
Click to enlarge.

Do you believe in karma?
Like a saying;
what goes around comes around.
You'll beget what you ever did.
Tsk tsk.
We must do grace to people.
To be respectful and to get respect.
Then, we are one big family =x

Been meeting PRC's customers.
Im not belittling them that they do not know english.
In fact, they speak english, with slang somemore.
But! Its somehow broken.
I offered to speak in mandarin.
As I think it will be easier to communicate and get my ideas across.
But they still insisted to speak to me in english =____=
And gave me a long story, which is irrelevant and the story has no main point!?
I have to face Indians who speak tamil to me,
I have to face Chinese who wants to speak broken english to me.
*faint*

This month, Im gonna say again.
Money come, money out.
My savings account is a transition.
A terminal.
Im so gonna promise myself to spend the allowance I gave to myself for this month.
Yes, I must!
Reduce on entertainment, especially - food =p
Precious picture with SUPER long hair.
Long hair, long hair.
Been procrastinating to do hair extension like again for 2 months liao.
Boo~
Thinking of the aftermath for maintaining turns me off.
Tangles, dryness, unable to comb, blah blah.
Or maybe even worse - dandruff.
Else, in order to have long hair,
I must stop the habit of trimming every month.

BCP - did not pass.
The curse from my fellow AOs.
We shall all retake together! =p

Feasting steamboat together yesterday with AOs.

Two consecutive off days friday & saturday follows by shaw house sunday :)

Halloween friday; partying?

Grandma's birthday celebration saturday.

Friday, money come.
HEHE. HAPPY DEEPAVALI!


Another General Insurance Specialist - Shaun aka Onion.
HAHA.


This one taken at the doorway of the artiste network office.

Two more months to Xmas.
Xmas floorplan out!
Its a Sparty~
How cool.
Im so looking forward to it.
Venue; Scarlet Hotel,
Event; Girly spa treats with delectable Xmas feast.

Sistas! Make sure it works out arh!

Somehow sometimes the things I've said become illogical
and they do not piece up to be my thinking and facts.
But I find it emotional and wanted to write whatever is my thoughts.

While I was enjoying the little comfort given by you,
it just came so naturally that I teared.
I don't know the reason why.
Tell me how chio this diamond is.
The Mont Blanc Diamond!
I love the cut!
Super CHIO lor!
Wonder how much it cost.

The necklace A got for me for my birthday this year has the same shape as the Mont Blanc,
but this is definitely more dazzling; its the real diamond with real cut.


After much neglection from them,
and yes, one of them got the neck twisted and fly us aeroplane AGAIN.
We are out to town!
Brought home a midrift top and a heels that is not too tall.
AhSing bought more than me.
She rich sia.
And we are eyeing on that Guess jacket.
So nice.
And expensive.
And the two of us has recently bought too many jackets.
Why is jacket so eye-appealing!?!?!

The usual after-shopping-tea session.



Relax and rest for the sore foot after a long shop.


Outfits chosen, and will be going for the portfolio making next week.
Gothic style, executive style and hip hop style.
Yupz! Think Im just too excited,
I've got more to say about the last entry.
After like so long.
Im going to work at Shaw again!
One day each week.
Hurray!

This is the LBD Im talking about.
Click on the thumbnail to view!


Many are advising me that living out on my own is very costly.
And they questioned WHY?!
It seems like I have a problem.
HAHA.
Think my problem is,
I just cannot get enough of real peace.
How I define real peace is...
Especially when Im off work,
I have done enough with all my laughing germs,
all the pitching,
all the explanation on my products,
I will only want to keep my mouth shut for a good few hours.
Yeah, its unfair to my parents and brother who wants to chat with me.
But...
Anyway, I need some ears rest,
buzziness in the day, keep my ears painful.
And some things seems to be out of my way
when many people living under one roof with very distinctive differences.
Religion and music preference.
People grew up and change,
but Im least affected by the way Im supposed to be
and bringing up?
Im giving in of cause, Im not the dominant one.

And maybe I just want something, a house
that is called my own.
If I do have a house of my own,
I would love to invite my friends over the weekends
and cook a sumptious meal for them!
And crap through the day.

But somehow, this dream gonna shattered
as property price is rising crazily!
It will be very taxing.
Sad.
Cause Im looking into studio apartment.
HAHA. Im super satisfied and happy
because my roster for the next three weeks
are SUPER cool!
I've got the off days as I proposed!
Yippie!

And I cannot wait for December to come,
cause Xmas is coming!
Yeah!
And we sistas are so excited and started planning for the day!
The usual Shana has loads of good but never happen ideas.
Like yatch party, hotel party, posh party, island party, blah blah.
Talking about Xmas,
SHANA, WHERES MY XMAS PRESENT FOR LAST YEAR?
WHEN DO YOU WANT TO GIVE ME?????

I have already decided what goodies I want to make for Xmas this year.
Last year was chocolate muffins!
This year I wanna make Ginger Breadman.
But Im not gonna put in any ginger as the taste sucks to the core!
It will be ginger breadman shaped cookies.
Yupz!

So sistas, which date which date?

And Im glee that XMAS IS AN OFFDAY!
(Yes, citibank opens on public holiday if you don't know)
I had finally gotten a LBD (Little Black Dress)
idea for like so-long-ago.
Im so gonna wear it on Xmas.
The dress is on the way from Taiwan liao.
Date me people!

Yes, Cutie/Cynthia apparels are OUT!
Expected to reach my doorstep on THURDAY i think.
Cutie took SUPER long to mail it out.
Like 3 weeks after they received my money.
Boo~

Fashion Parade tomorrow,
picking outfits for my portfolio.
Deciding what to wear!
3 smart casuals, 3 dresses and 1 executive outfit.
So afraid that I screw things up again!
ALAMAK! Backdated.
Picture taken with Bear's 8 megapixel Samsung Phone!
Its our tea break.
I simply love HK Cafe~
But this is Xin Char Chan Teng @ Boon Lay.


General Insurance Specialist - Agnes
Oh, that Ah Pek behind, customer?
HAHA.


Attitude!

I painted my own nails.


Thanks GOD for bringing nice people to me.
Really nice and true people.
My colleagues,
yes, the few of them.
Best friends :)

We talked about practically anything.
Even the amount of money in the savings.
HAHAHA.
We often have heart to heart talk.
The guys are so willing to go shopping with us girls too.
Giving opinions.
Binging together.
Laughing real hard everyday.

Die liao.
Im seriously growing fatter.
I get super hungry every 2 hours.
And I have passed that puberty age.
How can this be happening??
And Im eating real lot.
Hitting restaurants like for every meal.
Been in and out of HK cafe and Thai Express.
So, now, fat and extremely broke.
HAHA.

The very little feeling,
you will have it all,
cause you are the only one in the list.

At work, I get to forget about my personal stuff,
focusing my attention on work.
And being real happy with my colleagues.
Its a good way to move on;
singularly.
So long for once.
Being myself. Maybe I've got numb over it.
Not affecting as much.
Trying to be easy with it.

I've coloured my hair again!
Since the last black dye like 6 months ago.
My first attempt at Jean Yip!
Though its pricey,
but I can say,
its GOOD!
After the colouring, treament and hair cut,
my hair's condition is better!
It used to look very dull and cui.
Colour on my head now is more of a natural tone - Dark Ash Blonde.
Cause of this job again!
We are not allowed to have flamboyant colour.

Just got briefed unofficially on the new remuneration structure.
One word - STRESSED!
Not easy!
Its either we get very poor, or very rich.
Shit. Back from Citibankers' chalet (We are the KT's!)!
Rocks on!


Pictures in my camera are limited!
Wait till boss send us the pictures in his handcam!

Been at the chalet 2 nights 1 day.
We played boxing and tennis whole day around!
Yes! The energy straining boxing and tennis!
Very sportive right?
But don't get it wrong!
Its the WII game!
So super interactive and fun.
We had so much fun just playing it.
Its a good way to learn the different types of sports.
Bowling, Golfing, Tennis, Baseball, Blah blah.
Now my arms are sored.

We went to Escape theme park too!
But time was short, we didn't get to play too many games.
But I don't like Escape anyway.
I prefer Wild wild wet!

I must put a stop to the binge before obvious weight gain happens!
Has been eating like a pig.
And I was given the title "female-food-frenzy"!
Male-food-frenzy is still Mr Javier.
We all are now best friends =p

Got closer to my team mates and get to meet the past AOs
who are of the same age as me!
Enjoyed the crapping time!
We've the same preference for food.
The same preference of entertainment.
We've got the same topic to talk about.
Most importantly, in this job,
my colleagues are all about the age of mine!
I love to work with people around my age!

Its a nice bonding time together =)

We've yet to go for
star gazing,
chess playing,
movie watching,
k-tving,
night-safaring,
and many more!
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Can I put my mental to sleep and enjoy real peace?
Every single ignorance and action you did irks me to the max.
You've got a scoring failed.
You are NQ in my application requirements!
I don't see whats so big-deal about you.
People like you is EVERYWHERE on the street.
You are actually just a mediocre. The last person who gets it wins!
This rule can apply to which game?

Don't know why, I have been seeing it all as a game.

Some people is just so ready to play it.
Some people just like to quit halfway abruptly.
Some people just wants to play it to the end.
Some people like to switch player.
Some people like to play it peacefully.
Some people like it hi and lo.

What's your preference to this game? My team,
we've been sticking to each other for like a near 12 hours.
Eating so many meals a day.
We ate so much for each meal, occupying the whole table with delects.

BCP, Basic Insurance Concepts and Principal.
Gonna swallow the book and go for the test in less than 2 weeks!

Shallow shallow.
I just want it to be real.
To be simple.
To be true.
To be all it suppose to be right.

A little P.
For me. Life can be made more simpler.

Alright, this week seems to be like a vacation week.
Though its at work,
it doesn't seems to be like at work.
Hope boss don't see this =x
Been eating like a pig.
Shopped the whole bugis.
Did hair treatment.
Facial coming tomorrow.
Thursday work till 5pm.
Friday awaiting for team's chalet.

But no worries,
Im back to fight during peak hour!
Today broke my ID protector egg!
Its a very lame product,
but we have to sell it!
AOs are not doing CASA,
but NTB, NTB, NTB.
which way are we heading to?

Been buying lots of Forever 21 clothes!
And finally pieces that are eligible for work!
Happy!
Vivo's Forever 21~
A surprise for me.
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So hard, so hard... Im just getting excited on the plans boss made for us.
And its coming so fast.
BCP exam, the week after.
My first step to sell insurance~
But there are more to come.

And after 3 months!
I finally got my business cards!
HAPPY!
Name tag is done too, but still not on my hands.

Im on a binge.

Channel U's dance show on MONDAY 8pm,
must watch! There is a change in how we do things, at work.
In order to survive, especially in our trade,
we have to adapt to changes quickly
and make decisive decision to survive.

Therefore,
we are moving away from our main line,
doing more of other side lines (that can help us survive!)
But, that makes us immediate enemies with other officers.
Cause we are directly snatching ricebowls.

But Im happy that..
Boss is sending us to do investments!
Yippie!
My dream came true!
Then we'll be equipped to do personal banking products.
All-rounder!
Yeah!

But something, not pleasant, is we gotta run for roadshows =x

As for the artiste consultation,
Im disappointed with my performance.
Dancing in front of so many people,
which I have not been doing it like so many years,
makes me so SHY!
And I wasn't doing it it fantastically.
*sigh*
If I wasn't doing my breaking,
I could have just shown my dance to the manager.
*shit*


Don't get me started,
Im not the kind of chick you can use.
-Jeannie Ortega, Crowded- I sleep, I dance, I swim, I spend time with myself.
Great personal time.



Singular. Firstly,
hate the Citibank's TV advertisement,
what-what never sleeps,
what-what-what never sleeps.
In the end,
Citi, never sleeps.
And this advertisement came out like 2am on TV!
Yes, their staff are also yet to be sleeping.
The slogging bank lor!

Secondly,
BL branch had a power failure, for like 10 hours??
And happily, slacking time! =p
We cannot access to system, emails, internet, faxes, and even phone calls!
ATM down! CDM down! Plasma TV down!
Practically, we crapped in the branch, laughing the hours away.
But still got sales.
So nice.

Thirdly,
Commission cut, retrenchment, blah blah
as speculated.
It brings morale down!
But lucky, not affected badly!

Next,
Time (myself).
Off for brain-resting.
Do not disturb.
Just leave me alone for awhile.
Stop buzzing by my ears.
A stop to pretentious.
A stop to repeatedly repeating my pitch.
Just awhile. Rejoice,
good day good day :)
Yeeeeap!

But sadly,
news out,
there is a change in the commission structure!
Less attractive.
Boo~

Off days coming in two days time!
And its a two consecutive off days!
Privilege!
Making plans to use it super wisely.
Especially time for myself - make it personal!

There are more things I want in life.
Starting to realise that life is not-so-easy.
Considering my basic need,
I want a shelter over me (of my own).
I want to have a house of my own.
Thinking about the housing expenses,
its already a far-fetch.
And hey, why do I sound to be such a lonesome.
Yes, I wanna shout.
Hey look, leave me alone.

Leaving away the busy hours,
the fighting grounds,
the noisy streets,
having silence is all I pin for.

On my off days,
I just want peace.

Perhaps with some real love.


XOXO,
Peace out! Back to fighting ground.
Super sianz.
Super hot.
Super stuffy.
Super no mood.
Super cui.

The urge of staying on my own is stronger!
Someone donate me money for my rental can?
*sigh*

Work is driving me nuts.
Heard that my hamburger pending is back!
WTH!
Boring lah!
I really misses dancing a lot.
So sad.
Bring me back to it!

Persistent gastritis after dinner for like more than a week?
*sigh*

Quickly took a snapshot of myself without make up as both eyes are with double eyelid.
For goodness sake,
for people who don't know,
Im a left eye with double eyelid; right eye with single eyelid freak.
Aka one eye big one eye small.
LOL.
Sad.


In PJ, time to sleep.

Good night. Its off day/sunday.
Happy.
By right.

But nothing seems to be right.
Its not just anyone I want to see,
its not just anything I want to do.

Just want to have a really personal time for myself.

Until, Im thinking of living on my own.

My life is gonna change, not going to be the way it used to be.

Hold my hand and lead me on.
My new job title.
Director.
One employee working under me. (Yes, LeeHui aka Michelle =p)
Practically, Im looking over the new copier machine at Bugis.
And just signing some don't know-what-document.
I printed the tag myself =p
HAHA.

Im so super duper happy with myself!
I finally hit the weekly target as set!
First time!
I can say is that, it is really a very good start for me.
I checked so thoroughly for my admin procedure.
Hope, my cock-eyeness did not happened.
I must keep the momentum going.
Getting better (in number) motivates me to work harder.

A pat on my back. I just want it to be this way,
where there is nothing I need to worry,
someone is there to shoulder it for me.

I just want it to be this way,
where there is nothing I need to worry,
someone is there to make the decision for me.

I just want it to be this way,
where there is nothing I need to worry,
someone is there to lead me by the way.

I just want it to be this way,
where there is nothing I need to worry,
someone is there to give me all the love and care I need to live.

I just want it to be this way,
where there is nothing I need to worry,
someone is there to give a nice hug and comfy that brighten up my day.

I just want it to be this way,
where there is nothing I need to worry,
someone is there to be that someone.

The brand new month,
so far so good :)
Im happy with my work result!
Yeah!
Keeping in track with the target I set for myself.
That is only when I return to GOD,
not forgetting my prayer,
that is when I feel GOD again,
and motivates me and give me strength.

Tomorrow's last fight for this week.
Hope it will be a good day too!

Something sad,
commission is locked and locked.
monthly bonus OFF,
admin procedure 10% OFF.
Shit. HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

Im feeling a little shitty on the first day of the month,
first day of the quarter.
Boosted with motivation to start it right,
avoiding to say the word "cui".
But, I really cannot help it, today is is "cui" lor!

Working 11 hours, crazy.
That is because I still went to my student's house before work.
Tomorrow has got training again.
Means have to wake up early.
*Sigh*

But nevermind!
After this week, think I no longer need to go tuition.
Exams are over!
And Im seriously gonna quit tutoring.
Still, I get myself motivated for each brand new day.
Everyday is a fighting day!

My lips are so dry.
They started peeling and chipping.
Eew~ Painful!

Payday,
money come, money go.